move b*tch….

In All Honesty

-As the Plot Thickens

This isn’t normal but it’s all too familiar
And similar to all that we’ll never have
To go through this deserves the highest of accolades

Upon looking back on the progress that we’ve made
I can still not comprehend all of those words
And feelings that you’ve claimed to have and convey.
And when you tell me that everything was different from how it appeared
I must…have to admit that I was the fool

Please let me awkwardly arrange the last orchestration
Without any hesitation

I thought it was funny how you walked away
But I guess good intentions don’t mean a thing
When you’re the one who’s always right

I am a believer in romance
Despite what you say I can still continue and maintain
The goodness you saw and threw away

Please let me awkwardly arrange the last orchestration
Without any hesitation.
A final goodbye was all I ever needed
So keep the rest to yourself

From this I have learned so much that I can say
That moving on maybe is the only way
To get through this alive
I know cover your eyes

For two words so significant
Were so blindly used to cover your habits

Please let me awkwardly arrange the last orchestration
Without any hesitation

(Protect your heart)

This is me taking my leave
Please don’t think that this is “I hate you“
Just cut me out, just cut me out
I hope you find what you’re looking for

r: so, after all the shit you have gone through, what kept you motivated to continue and still do great things?

s: what are you talkin about fool, basically i’m motivated… that’s why..

no id, no entry

tangina naiwan ko ID ko may exam ako sa data comm. badtrip..

 

may sinabi sken yung kilala ko dati, mejo nagulat ako dahil alam kong nakasakit nga ako ng ibang tao.. well, pangit man ang isang tao sa iba may maganda pa ding nkkita sa kanya..

 

Currently Played – Realize Colbie Calliat

ano bang problema mo?

–bakit hindi mo magawang kalimutan yung tao na simula pa lang nung una eh wala nang ginawa kundi ituring kang parang hangin at hindi man lang naapreciate yung ginagawa mo, hanggang kelan ka ba magtatago sa dilim ng nakaraan at ipipilit sa makitid mong utak na kahit ano pang milagro ang mangyari ay hindi na siya babali sayo, alam mo namang nung una pa lang eh wala ka naman talagang papel sa buhay niya pero parang buong mundo mo eh umiikot pa din sa kanya, simula sa friendster pa lang nya tapos lahat ng blog na nagkaron siya sinundan mo pa din, STALKER, LOWLIFE, yan ang tawag at turing nya sa iyo simula ng natapos ang bagay na pinanghahawakan mo pa din hanggang ngayon na parang wala naman talaga, isipin mo ni anino ng taong yon hindi mo nakita at ni hibla ng buhok nya ay hindi dumampi sa balat mo, ano bang meron siya at iniisip mo pa din na magkakabalikan kayo?  hanggang kelan mo isasangtabi yung mga tao na nagpapahalaga sayo dahil sa walang kwentang pag-asa na pinanghahawakan mo? 

 

- oo suntok sa buwan ang iniisip ko… pero anong pakialam mo? gago ka pala eh! alam kong babalik siya, alam mo ba yung salitang “tamang panahon”?

 

–pano mo malalaman na dadating pa yong tamang panahon??pano kung lahat ng taong nakapalibot sayo eh wala na?

-i’ll cross the bridge when i get there. live fast, die young. enjoy life.. alam nung nasa taas kung kelan ang tamang panahon. bakit ako ang tinatanong mo eh hindi naman ako yung nasa taas! pakyu

 

 

 

Currently played – With Eyes Wide Shut – Blessthefall