taken….for granted?

do you know how does it feel to be ignored by the one whom you treat as someone who is so fckin special? can you tell me what am I gonna do so this fckn feeeling would go away… we haven’t talked for just 2days and I’m already freaking out as if she had left me… i know my trust on her is really not that much because of the things i have known using my stupid curiosity and senseless interpretation of things around me.. but please.. I love her and I don’t wanna lose her just like yoan and othella… whew…